25 January 2022

It’s one of those days again

I call it my “invisible me days”

I don’t know if it makes any sense but I love it

It’s on days like this where nothing really makes sense

Where nothing else really matter

It’s on days like this where everything just work out the way they want to

Everything feels so uncontrollable

My hands are tied

I call it my “invisible me days” cause

It’s on days like this where I don’t want to be seen by anyone

I just don’t have the strength to face the world

I just want to be left alone

It’s on days like this where it feels like the world is on top of me

And there is nothing I can do about it

It feels like I can just stay in my room the whole day

And listen to sad songs and eat comfort food

I feel like I can just lay here and cry until I have no tears left

I just want to go through the emotions