I know you are proud of me.

I wanted to tell you that you are missed,

Your smile, your laugh and your sense of humor.

I am no longer mad at you

For not telling me you were sick,

I now understand, I have forgiven you

I hope you are well,

I hope you are also taking care of yourself

And eating healthy although you hated vegetables.

I hope I will visit you someday

It I not east living without you

But I will try as you always said that we are not defined by our fears.

Please visit me in my dreams,

My friend in heaven I miss you.