I know you are proud of me.
I wanted to tell you that you are missed,
Your smile, your laugh and your sense of humor.
I am no longer mad at you
For not telling me you were sick,
I now understand, I have forgiven you
I hope you are well,
I hope you are also taking care of yourself
And eating healthy although you hated vegetables.
I hope I will visit you someday
It I not east living without you
But I will try as you always said that we are not defined by our fears.
Please visit me in my dreams,
My friend in heaven I miss you.