Whenever I hear your name

I go on my knees and cry.

Whenever they call me names,

I just wish you were here to stand for me.

Whenever I see your photo I just wish you didn’t die.

Whenever my child asks where you are.

I just turn my back on him and cry.

I just wish you were here to see me succeed

To see your grandchildren grow to be responsible adults.

Whenever I see your tombstone, I’m reminded of you.

That new home of yours like a zebra whose mother died protecting it.

I just wish I could rewind the time,

Just to know the reason you decided to commit suicide.