I can never forget what he did to me
All those memories keeps coming back at me
I don’t know why, but I cant help it
Whenever he mistreats me
They hunt me over and over again
I can not express my feelings or say anything,
Cause that’s how I am, I bottle things up
And they eat my soul and heart deeply
But once I’m alone
I remember everything
From the day I begged him not to do it
To the days I found them together
It is a pain deep into my heart that makes it heavy
Memories that my mind and heart cannot fade away
Too hard to forget or control
But what can I say.
It is said, “Its my fault, that I started it all”
Even though it’s not
The hard part is just to accept and deal with it all
By that moment I felt like my head for stuck in the water and I couldn’t breath
And what’s more painful is that my love is deeper than the pain and memories