Why do I need you so much?
When I have got everybody around me
When I try to forget you
My brain keeps convincing
My heart that am not okay without you
It takes my heart on a circumnavigation of our memories
My heart tries not to defy but eventually does
Even when I try to waive my feelings
My heart constantly reminds me of the fragments you left
Fragments that have matured to sickness
Why can’t I stop reminiscing about you?
I keep questioning myself
As I keep turning
Tossing
toasting
over your memories
that keep conglutinating at the back of my head
just like glue does to paper
you won’t let me breathe
Either in my dreams
Baby, tell me
why can’t I see you happy in another’s arms?
I break out like a raging fire
I feel aggravated
For this is nothing but love sickness
Met different guys who would like to claim my heart
But I stated to them
It’s already claimed by my prince charming
Why do I feel that way?
When basically it’s not
Tell me, what’s so special about you that it won’t lemme breathe?
I can’t figure it out
Maybe it’s just my sickness
I keep seeing you in all of them
Just like water reflects its beauty from all around
I can’t hold another’s hand
Your voice keeps on reverberating around me
Despite the ten-mile distance
I can’t repress my feelings
But I promise I try
The truth is
I have become love sick
When you eventually retrace back your steps into my life
I get a fever pitch and my blood wallops
I condone you instantly
When I don’t fancy it
Like onions your love burns my heart
you’re my universe
All the others are meaningless planets
Yes, we might hurt each other
keep hurting each other
But your staunch spirit
kills the unaffectionate spirit in me
Like lovers in the night tryna ride
We try to rhyme
All I know is I wanna stay with you
Believe the deceitful words you sugarcoat
Color and sprinkle
let you misuse my trust
For science has proven
That teenage love doesn’t exist
But If its puppy love I’m experiencing
I pray you always give it
At heart, am love sick
My fondness for you has become my addiction I can’t control
When you said that three lettered word to me
I didn’t believe it
I thought you only wanted me to be your temporary attachment
suddenly my heart enfeebled
It was coaxed into loving you
Hence forth, you were adulated in my heart
I became inclined to everything about you
I need this daily dose of your love
It’s not my fault
My heart
Soul
Mind
Have refused to let go
And have become indefatigable to end this voyage of loving you
Even if you let go
I Will live without you but it’ll keep killing me everyday
Every second
Every minute
I have fallen in too deep than you have
Like a shadow
I will always be around
Through thick and thin
My stupid heart feels you have become my Romeo
Your thoughts must be running wild
I’m not crazy
I’m only just love sick.