I am, no, was in love
So in love I never realised that
Love was never present in him.
I looked outside on the window as he went out to “answer a call”
Only to see him outside with my best friend kissing.
She was perfect and I was just another fat naive girl.
Hopelessly in love with a man who wasn’t mine.
I took a knife and made sure I won’t leave him alive.
So I just killed my ex.
Not the best idea.
I lost everyone
I lost love