I feel a pain piercing in my heart.

I feel my heart fading apart.

I hear scary storms raging.

I hear the walls of my heart collapsing

Thunderstorms are weighing me down.

Pains are pulling me down.

When will I have peace?

Will I ever stop thinking about him?

Will he become a permanent resident in my thoughts?

I hear drumrolls in my mind.

My heart is dancing to rhythm of the drum rolls in my mind

AM I going insane?

Am I loosing my mind?

When will it stop?

I`ve been wandering around these dark, stinky and empty streets.

Looking for my sanity.

Looking for refuge.

Looking for peace.

Looking for happiness.

Looking for his smile.

Looking for his love.

I can`t seem to find anything.

I thought love was meant to be sweet and fun

I thought loves gives you peace and sanity.

But now my heart is in default

And my mind is lost.

All I wanted was his love.

his touch

his smile

And his voice telling me he loves me unconditionally