I was with him when they meet
I left him to look at her
The very same way I need him to look at me
I could see in his eyes that he is charmed
I don’t blame him
She was looking perfect
With light skinned colour
With long hair touch my knees
With nice body
See I never was one to have low self esteem
Trust me I am confident with how I look
But how he looked at her shattered me
Yes her hair touches her knees
But couldn’t he look at me,
Look at me how he looked at her
I mean yes she is light skinned,but that’s the same colour of my skin
She was coming towards us
I wanted to hate her for being there
Who should I blame?
Myself for bottling my feelings or her?
Her smile convinced me and I blamed myself
Her laughter was something else
She is good hearted
I became jealous of her
Jealousy is not something that comes from afar
And I know for sure I would have loved her,
Jealousy and hatred were the only things that filled my mind and thoughts
They caged my thoughts,and I couldn’t see her for who she is but just a girl who damned to take someone I value away from me
I valued him enough but he couldn’t see through my actions and eyes
I know for sure my eyes were full of love whenever I looked at him
My best friend was her handsome boyfriend
Who loved her more than anything else
But as they say beautiful girls are blind on loving boy’s
She cheated on him
She couldn’t see the love he had for her
Yes I am jealous on her
You know she lost the best boyfriend anybody could die to have
I feel sorry for her
Her actions pushed him far away
But better to my advantage she pushed him to my arms
She went and threw him to my heart
My heart was his safe place to run to cause he went and confessed his feelings for me
See now I am no longer jealous of her
I mean how do you become jealous of a person who is a nobody because of silly mistakes?
Her silly mistakes led to me having the boy I love the mos
The same boy who she abondent
He cared enough to give me the most precious gift in my life
A baby boy.
She used to be someone I was jealous of
But now she is jealous of me
See,karma knows how to deal with people and she is one of them
She couldn’t appreciate what she had..