How am I supposed to reassure?

All these resumption in me

I am lost and it seems am unable to recognise my soul

When trust is no more

And hope is lost

It is costing my soul a lot

What did I do wrong?

Where did I go wrong?

How did I end up being here?

It is not well with my soul

Perhaps , is this all to make me stronger than today ?

Remember my mind is functioning properly

But what about my soul ?

What happened?

It feel like my soul is moving away from my mind

Do I deserve hurtful punishment?

Why did my soul let my enemies feed me with awful compliments?

I am tired of living in this world of misery

Yet am scared of dying

My soul , why ?