It’s not simple.

I don’t even recognise me.

I’m not anything like I used to be.

I ain’t perfect but I try.

I’m hard on my self.

I’m drowning in my tears.

I’m drowning in my own blood.

I’m kind and too soft.

But some of them take advantage of me.

I’m don’t see a bright soul anymore.

I instead see a ghost luring in me.

I’m drowning in the patience I have.

I’m drowning in the broken pieces of my heart.

Leave me alone!

I command you.

Let my spirit leave my body.

I’m already drowning.

Let me go…