The first male to break my heart

You said things, and they hit too hard

I never wanted to be in my life

You were just pretending

Till you couldn’t anymore

You should’ve left before you gave me false hope

You should’ve gone before. I loved you too much

I know you don’t even feel sorry

I ask myself every night, what’s so wrong about me for you to leave me

You let your issues out on all of us

I hate myself for loving you the way I did; I think I still do

I hate myself for begging you to be in my life

I hate myself for availing myself of you

Never told me you’re proud of me

Guess I’ve always been a tragedy

I Forgot how your hug even feels like

Said you love me and called me your princess

I hate myself more for believing everything you told me

It took me years to accept that time’s moving

Every time I think of you

Pain floods my heart

I guess you’re too good to be my father

You shut me out of your life, completely

I guess I’m no use to you

I’ll never be as perfect as your son; I know

You’ll never love me the way you love him, no

You ruined me, seriously you damaged me

I got trust issues today; it’s all because of you

Your absence killed me slowly

You never noticed

You’re self-centred

The only person you consider is you and your precious son

I hope he gives you better achievements than what I’d give

I hope he loves you more than I do