I was a fool, fool I was ,

The right moment I felt my fear,

But still ignored all the doubt I had

Because of thoughts,now am a broken vessel

Trust has been broken

This pain just increase the tempo of my bleeding heart

All I wish is just wash off this memories I created for myself

The thoughts of being kept happy

Keep this tears flowing like an ocean,

My mind keep running in the same circle with me,

Wish I had strength to comfort myself

Like I used to when I felt broken

But this is too much, I can’t endure the Pain,

I feel chocked by it, whenever I try to suppress it

No Matter how my eyes shoot red

Still can’t explain how numb I feel

I don’t have strength to fight back

It feels like a punch on my face

It’s already a lost battle already

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