I was scared before 
But it doesn’t matter anymore 
Everything is getting worse 
My life is a mess 
I am tired of this life
I am tired of living in a lie
I am tired of crying every day 
I am tired of losing it every day 
I have been trying to be myself 
Hoping things will be great
Things will go according to plan
But things are turning against me
I am done with imaginary scenarios 
I am getting into real seasons
Maybe my timing will make sense 
I hope I will be something to the world  
I know I am scared but I can handle this.