That I would never ever fall to depression

That I would never go back to embarrassment

That I would never fall back to anxiety

That I would never let them, break me again

I built my strength

From deep down!

Only for it

Only for it to be taken away from me

When I least expect it

Living in fear

In fear of anxiety

In fear of Bullying

In fear of mock

In fear of the daylight

In fear of people.

I told myself that never again

Will I let them prey on me.

Foolish I was

I never thought I would find myself

Swimming in those waters again

I told myself Never again!

Until the earth became quick to destroy me

Emotionally.

Spritually

And since then

I became broke

As I try to build my confidence!

So Help me Jesus!