That I would never ever fall to depression
That I would never go back to embarrassment
That I would never fall back to anxiety
That I would never let them, break me again
I built my strength
From deep down!
Only for it
Only for it to be taken away from me
When I least expect it
Living in fear
In fear of anxiety
In fear of Bullying
In fear of mock
In fear of the daylight
In fear of people.
I told myself that never again
Will I let them prey on me.
Foolish I was
I never thought I would find myself
Swimming in those waters again
I told myself Never again!
Until the earth became quick to destroy me
Emotionally.
Spritually
And since then
I became broke
As I try to build my confidence!
So Help me Jesus!