They call it trauma bond in my case i call it stupidity

Just like you always called me a fool or stupid everytime you did not agree with me

Kicking punching ,swearing at me with every word you can imagine

Borrowing money that you will never pay back

Isolating me telling me that you will never let me go

Hearing my cries and not caring even a little

All in the name of loving me

An apology was “l am sorry if l hurt you “

“I am sorry if you thought l meant it like that”

You always said “l didnt hear you right” which meant something was wrong with me

Gaslighting me after every time you strangled me .

“I didn’t even hurt you that bad”l stayed l was afraid

“You will never get anyone who will love you like me”you said

“Even if you will leave you will come back”guess what ..Yes l was afraid becouse your father is a prison warden and apparently he got you out of prison before .

I was afraid ….until l couldn’t anymore you took advantage of my loneliness.You thought l needed you desparately .

But you were wrong l am all that l needed l am strong l dont need you l am smart beautiful and l may be trash in your eyes but l have value and worth .l may have scars but they will heal.