For the first time in my life,

I feel like I’m forcing things.

I can feel the annoyance in his tone

everytime I send him a text.

He doesn’t reply with yesterday’s enthusiasm.

I can hear the anger in his voice,

when I keep on texting

and he replies with VNs.

It is sad.

Now that I love him,

he doesn’t love me anymore.

This is why I say,

I feel like I’m forcing things.