For the first time in my life,
I feel like I’m forcing things.
I can feel the annoyance in his tone
everytime I send him a text.
He doesn’t reply with yesterday’s enthusiasm.
I can hear the anger in his voice,
when I keep on texting
and he replies with VNs.
It is sad.
Now that I love him,
he doesn’t love me anymore.
This is why I say,
I feel like I’m forcing things.