I don’t want to feel
If feeling can be this unkind
If feeling is so thorny
If feeling triggers painful sobs
Why must I feel?
I don’t want to feel
Because it reap my heart to shreds
Because it takes away my smile
Leaving a memory of a girl I once was
A girl full of life and delight
Would you want to feel if you were me?
I don’t want to feel
If it takes away my bloom
If it makes my shine gloom
If it shadows the light that lives in me
Feeling is hurting so much
Making me not want to feel anymore!