I don’t want to feel

If feeling can be this unkind

If feeling is so thorny

If feeling triggers painful sobs

Why must I feel?

I don’t want to feel

Because it reap my heart to shreds

Because it takes away my smile

Leaving a memory of a girl I once was

A girl full of life and delight

Would you want to feel if you were me?

I don’t want to feel

If it takes away my bloom

If it makes my shine gloom

If it shadows the light that lives in me

Feeling is hurting so much 

Making me not want to feel anymore!