It doesn’t matter how hard I try he already made up his mind,

I am his but he can’t be mine since he’s someone else’s ain’t I too kind,

I thought I was a rare jewel only found by those who mine deeper but I’m easy to find,

I thought it was love should I have known it was just a fantasy,

I wouldn’t have tried so hard to maintain it given it was not real just like in Disney,

I gave him my all, my time, my attention and the most valued of all my body,

He lied to me on my birthday saying he loves me and he’ll always love me,

One thing I know he didn’t lie about is how I made his year memorable,

How wouldn’t it be memorable if you found your special human toy,

One you can play with whenever you feel like it and toss it when you feel you’ve played enough,

He did things to me he wouldn’t do to his lover and I allowed it,

He did things for his lover I wished he would have done for me but he didn’t and still I allowed it,

For months no for years he made a fool out of me and guess what I let it happen,

I knew it was not love but I fooled myself thinking it was even though the circumstances proved otherwise,

He posted her the caption was “I’ve fallen for her and it’s been a minute”,

And how many minutes has it been with me that you couldn’t not even once fall for me,

Oh right I forgot I’m just your human toy you play with because you’re bored not because you love me,

Toys eventual get placed in storage boxes when real ones come since that’s where they belong,

But when they leave as a toy you’re still where you are supposed to be just in case they get bored again,

Yeah the stupid me would have been very much available to quench his thirst and blow away his boredom,

He made a mistake thinking placing me in that box would keep me in check until he wants to play,

He forgot I’m human too and I have feelings too,

He forgot besides catering to his absurd needs I had my own to cater for,

He forgot I still have a mind of my own and guess what finally it functioned just how it was created to,

I started thinking like a very normal person and walked away,

He thought I was kidding but I was dead serious I’ve made up my mind and there’s nothing he could say,

He tried sweet talking me just how he used to all that time,

Guess what? It never worked,

It hurts but at least I’m free to do whatever I want, whenever I want and however I want,

Without trying so hard to feed an idiot’s ego

Finally I’m free from being his human toy.