To my siblings I hope you see this it might seems rude but
My dad should not be allowed at my burial
Because he never attended my school meetings
Because he never visited when i was in the sickbay
Because he never wished me a happy birthday
Because he was not there when I needed him the most
Because he never celebrated with me
My dad shouldn’t cry when I die
Cause he never shared a happy moment with me
Cause he never cried with me
Cause he never knew about my trials en tribulations
Cause he never cried tears of joy even though, I made him proud
My dad shouldn’t cry when I die
Because why should he cry when we have no memories 
Dad where were you when I had to attend my own meetings 
cause mommy and granny both left me.
I thought you are my last guardian 
but I was wrong 
cause you failed me.