It pains me that I’m a good riddance in your life.

Would you be pleased to know that in mine you’re not?

Although the pain and strife,

are the only things I would never look back to.

I have not been at peace in a long time,

particularly after we parted.

Yet lately, I am in a tranquil position.

That does not mean I do not think of you,

unfortunately.

Boy, you and I shared passion,

Though now, it’s only a blur.

“Do you ever think of me” – Giveon

A truly sad demise, if you ask me.

It is nice to lay my head on my pillow

And yawn.

Carefree.

No stress from being a friend, a lover or somewhere in between.

No thoughts lingering on why her and not me.

Buried in my heart within

Something still lies there for you

Like a candle, fighting to keep its light

Amidst the relentless winds.