Etah for hate

I like words backwards now

Since I’ve given my soul to you

You in a form of a human being

Who has ended my happiness through words

Your actions were in denial

As you moved your mouth and you dared

To utter those words with your small lips

That moved up and down as I watched

I hoped that no one would hear

As the repetition of those words still slaughter me,

And I can’t lie, I’m in fear

I fear that if they would be repeated I would break down and revive that hidden trauma

Yes I’ve received words that kill, yet I’m alive

Those words can kill especially when being revived

I’ll just worry

What type of human being would not focus on where

They were derived

Maybe the creator of the word had hate

Maybe he had love and over time it fade

Maybe the meaning of his concept got misunderstood

Maybe that’s a mistake

So as I take this time and speak clearly to be heard

I say..

I hate you with all I have

I think the author of this word knew that

Through his invention people like me would have a concept

To define and describe how they feel

Because of people like you.