I guessed the pain would be over by now

I hoped for the better, you know

I hoped to be greater

Getting my eyes wet,

To come to a meaning in a lifetime

Was I really that bad?

Like really?

It’s all slippery with you even when its not, isn’t it?

You don’t care how others feel

Just like a thread,

So complicated and tiny,

Still applying pressure to force yourself onto something you are not

Being haunted by your own thoughts

Are you dumb or something?

Can’t you just listen to your inner self for a second,

Or you don’t even know how you feel

Do you!