I guessed the pain would be over by now
I hoped for the better, you know
I hoped to be greater
Getting my eyes wet,
To come to a meaning in a lifetime
Was I really that bad?
It’s all slippery with you even when its not, isn’t it?
You don’t care how others feel
Just like a thread,
So complicated and tiny,
Still applying pressure to force yourself onto something you are not
Being haunted by your own thoughts
Are you dumb or something?
Can’t you just listen to your inner self for a second,
Or you don’t even know how you feel