Writing about all these emotions
I believe I should already be able to
Understand, feel and express them properly
Kodwa, I always struggle with showing them
Emotional intelligence is what I lack the most
I miserably fail at showing any of my emotions
I’ve actively kept my emotions locked up
Away from ever seeing any light
A copying mechanism, meant to keep my heart from ever getting hurt
Or worse – Breaking
I’ve turned into someone who’s indifferent
Too impassive to ever let other people’s
Feelings affect me
There are times when I wish I could
Express my love for my loved ones,
But I just don’t know how.