I understand

I have understood everytime

However, that set my teeth on edge

Perhaps it’s the only thing to do

For I couldn’t even squawk about anything.

My silence was louder to me

In the midst of understanding

But observing everything

What will happen when they don’t understand?

Like I always do with them

All because I fancy them

Been drowning in my silence

Even my anxiety was heavier to my heart

However they couldn’t notice