I cheated, I am sorry. I know what I did is inexcusable but I can explain. I was weak! Because I am honestly so tired of getting hurt, my previous relationship was ideal until he stopped giving me his time. It is still very hard for me, I try to focus on moving on and being with the one person who actually appreciates and listens to me, you.

I love you and that is what scared me, it’s too perfect, we are too perfect, it’s hard to believe me that our relationship has no flaws, it’s my doubt and insecurity that drove me to do what I did. I just wanna be loved Nate, and you give me that and make me feel safe but what happens when you are gone? I’ll be vulnerable all over again. Please, I don’t know what to do or say but I don’t want to lose you ever. I’ll be fine but you, I hurt you in the process of “protecting” myself. I should’ve had more trust

Vanessa