Hey dear me
I’m sorry that I made you cry
I choose to give others attention but not you
I know you were afraid of rejection
And I wanted to be there for you
But I just left you to be used to being hurt
I would hurt you many times without noticing
Every month and made you stay
Every time you had to complain
I know you cried many time but people loved me
But I still appreciate you because it’s you who made me
I was not listening but following what they taught me
That helping is a way of gaining love and blessings
The pastor said God would be happy
If we sacrifice ourselves
Even though Jesus did it for us
I know you are shy but I am not
I knew you didn’t want to change
That’s why I became eager for taking over you
I knew that you were hurting but I still took over you
I knew that you needed chance to take over but I didn’t give you chance to
And I am sincerely sorry
I have been trying to make amends with my broken pieces
Trying to learn how to let go
Forgive me for taking over
I have been sitting down with myself
And I have been thinking about you
Realising I will never find love
If I don’t care about you
It seems like I even forgot about you
And I don’t care about you
I know it’s hard when your other half betrays you
I have trusted people and they walked away on me
I know it’s hard for you to trust me again
When you have been betrayed by yourself
I know it’s hard to trust me when you don’t feel safe with me
I know you feel like have to forgive
I know you are thinking you have so much to handle
But you have me inside to help you
It’s time for you to take over