Do you think visiting me was a great idea?

Did you take a closer look before you came?

Why did you even choose now to visit?

I don’t think I am ready for you

It’s funny that you think I am really

Not when I’m still learning to love myself

Not when I think I’m not worthy of you

Not when I still look at myself and Judge

Judge the girl I see before the mirror

Because I believe she always deserves less

Can’t visit when I still don’t see her worth

What do I feed you when there’s nothing to give 

I can’t pour from an empty cup now can I? 

So why? Why when you know I’m not ready for you

If it’s fate that sent you then please pass this message to her

Tell her to choose another time but not this one 

I love how it feels to have you around 

Just not this time around 

Butterflies, hearts and flowers can wait 

I need some time with myself by myself 

To fix what’s broken so that love… 

Love can visit at any given time