Dear God… 

Your will is hurtin’ me

I’m trying to be whole, but I can’t find my pieces

I’m trying to be real, but people think I’m fake

Dear God…

Everything that I did seems not to be enough.

You’ve put me in a place of darkness I can’t even find a switch

I’m really weak inside but I’m trying to be strong

Dear God…

Every two steps forward seems to be five steps backwards

Dear God….

My heart is pounding In tears

Shouting in silence

Feeling the violence

Yet no one can hear me

Dear God… 

I feel like I’m going through things I don’t understand 

As now I pray that you may lighten my eyes so I can see the light

May your will shine upon me so that everything can be bright 

May your will be done as it has been in heaven 

May I not burn in the fire but walk in fire knowing that you are the flame 

Dear God…. 

Let your will be done as I pray 

Amen….