If only you knew 
for it’s not even new
how your naked eyes 
leave me trapped in a bowl of lies,
in which I regretfully indulge in, and myself tell
just before I close my eyes 
for how can I sleep at night 
when you’re all I see
painted thoughtfully behind my eyelids
and their tearful tree
of memories and overwhelming images
which leave me bathing 
but never cleansed 
by the rainfalls and waterfalls of guilt
which my love for you has built
whenever Autumn’s golden sunfall 
leaves the sunlight dancing upon your cheeks
and the moonlight rising within your dimples
my palms craving to brush against your pimples 
As I find my only glimpse of hope,
of ever caressing you,
clinging amidst your widening irises
As the essence of our entangled, dancing lips
shine brightly in the brown smiles of your eyes
whilst my fingers accommodate your hips 
Before rivers of joy
crawl beneath my eyeballs 
and burst upon my cheeks
before wetting your lips within the solace
of the unsolicited, imminent waterfalls 
which wash away our breaths of doubt 
as the emerging cloud, of our bright future
breaks free from our clasped hands
Before I open my eyes
to the nightmarish reality
of seeing such dreams of you 
never come true
and though I never adored you 
unrequited(ly) enough