Around and Around

Like a merry-go-round.

A lot is happening.

A lot is repeating itself.

Different and more.

My life is changing, a lot is asking.

With my focus being on them

With my tears as my wishes to get them

My heart is in pieces because of them

Everything I do has to involve them

My life now rotates around them

You see. What I do has to be about them

I’m triggered. Everything I want is in them

I keep fooling myself

That things will be alright

I keep fooling myself

That I’ll find peace. Find Love

Everything starts within

No one’s going to make me happy

It’s a fact I fail to put to an act

It’s the naked truth I’m afraid to face.

Therapy is trying. Everyone’s there

But like a merry-go-round

That goes round and round

I’m playing with everyone’s minds like

A terrorist who thinks that everything’s about him.