I am crying blood
That causes pain that,
Is in the essence of my veins
My tears are a laughter to him
My pain is me overreacting
While I am protecting what should
Not be contracted because
Pain is gain
I go insane with no brain
I try to be numb but the
Pain reigns like royalty in me
Are you so inhumane that you would
Ordain your actions to demote my chances,
My chances of happiness with your pettiness
That’s why you made me your mistress and others like me were all your hostess
Serving you but not receiving anything back
Mr HIM I forgive you
I am not God but I am an executive of my feelings and today I choose to break free from you
Your smile that blinds my eyes
Your body that weakens my mind
Your lies that create fantasies
I choose to break free