Here I am again feeling insecure and out of place
I have to leave
My anxiety kicks in
“They just invited you because they feel sorry for you”
“I am the only one who truly enjoys your company”
My head is spinning, I find something to lean on
“Now you look awkward”
I see girls laughing
“They are definitely laughing at you,
You shouldn’t have gone out”
“I am all you need, I love you”
I carry my purse and rush out.
It seems tonight will be just like every other night
Just my anxiety and I
A love that will always be there for me