Am a boy who loves to be successful,but the love wasn’t there to be expressed.my mother raised me as a single mother until he was found by my step dad.to be honest I thought love could be there for me but it wasn’t.i don’t understand how would my bio- father was going to show me love.

Broken emotions made me to ask if I could meet my father that was the moment that my mom wished not to come.for more than a decade that was when he tell naked truth.”your father Is dead “that moment made me feel uncomfortable till today am still struggling to co-operate by this feeling of not knowing my father.

and I don’t care who he was because I was the one who could make my father a better person to be honest its hard to be in a situation like this.life without a father and late to discover that he is no longer alive….what hurt the most is that my mother is still keeping secrets on me ….

She never want to talk about my family.it hurts because my 2 sisters aren’t treating me as their brother and I don’t blame them .I think this hatred will be the punishment to my mother.even if I forgive and forget got won’t until I find my family.

That will suit my heart and become a new born …but for me I know if he is in heaven I’ll live according to God will until I meet my father in paradise.i forgive my father even if he had made mistakes.if it is not him who was going to write this?