I sometimes ask myself same question over and over “what’s wrong with me or am l have to live as an example of a mad person or cursed”. I keep on doing clumsy and stupid mistakes in public over and over like a freeze chicken as people compare me to it. I got to the point l forget my goals and think of going to the best doctor in the world to check my mind ,since my mind revolves on making people proud. Tried many times to get out of my comfort zone but l ended getting burned. Oh lord, why me what can l do to fit in this world?