Trying to understand, Why? Everyone thinks that I am happy and that I live a fabulous and healthy life but they have no idea that I am just pretending to be in order to avoid people showing me sympathy. Honestly it’s something that I don’t need in this moment. Every time I go to school with a smile on my face hoping no one will notice my miserable life. I think it better to keep this in me, and not tell any about this because I don’t want to trouble anyone.