This is dedicated to the one and only guy I will ever love, Brenton Owen Govender.
If I had the opportunity to go back in time and undo all of my mistakes I would seize the opportunity without any hesitation and would not give it a second thought.
Life has always been unfair to me and when he entered my life I thought that finally my life would become better. It did but then things went downhill and I guess now I have lost you forever . The time has come for us to say goodbye and go our separate ways. I wish this day never arrived because now I’m sitting in this dark room thinking about what we had and our love story which has now became “a complicated love story”.
Hurting you was never my intention but somehow or the other I did. I just wish you knew how sorry I am. We were so perfect but I messed up not once, not twice, not thrice but many times and you always came back but now I think I have lost you forever.
Happiness was never meant for me I guess. All I’m meant to be is stuck in this dark cage all alone. I failed you numerous times and I’m sorry. I’m sorry I couldn’t be that perfect girl for you.
I hope that fate brings us together again some day and we can pick up from where we left things and we would get our happy ending that we want.
I will wait for you and I don’t care how long it takes because you’re my one and only love. What we shared is something I never want to experience with another guy. I love you and I will always love you forever, even if we are not together.
By: his lover.♡.
05 November 2022
19:37