Normally after birth they cover their kids and put them on their chest to protect them and to feel their heart beat. They warm them in any situation and tell them they loce them daily. From the first one to the last number of their choice. Life is promising and everyone is happy to have a new member of the family. Smart or beautiful names are given to them and hope is there for the name to be followed.
Well time flies and age is increasing. They were thought how to walk, the potty training and language. More years includes the writting skills and encouraged on following their career. They dream together as well as promising each other a real life with no disappointments. The world is theirs as they have that gold in them. That is the first born child as if another one won’t be born. I love you babe and always i will hold your hand said the mother.
Years passed by and another one is born , followed by another one of who is a male. Apparently its two girls and one boy. Both parents are there standing proud of taking care of their 2 girls whom are now 22 years and 20 including an 18 year old young men. Sadly their first born just lost her job after 4 years of being employed in a big Company that was paying well. She was a big helper at home and she made sure her siblings gets high class education as well as parents gatting whatever they dreamed of. She was a darling to Mom even though Daddy treated all his children the sam.
Well Mom was different. She choose the one with power than the rest. They saw that but they never complain even though they were burn with anger inside. Deep down they hated their big sister but they never showed her. Mom told them that she won’t assist with their education if they don’t respect her. They must be good atlest until they are done with their courses.
Time went by and it was all over. 20 years old was now a qualified teacher & another one a Police-men. Big sister was nothing now. She was told that she was useless & disrespectful. She was told to go search for a job or get lost as she was annoying to her Mom and her two siblings. She was now always on tears , confused , depressed and full of hatracy. How can my own mother do this to me? Now everyone treats me like nothing at home. Infect am nothing but a useless old bone as she will insult me infront of my enter family including her friends and neighbors. Dad will try to sleep the matter but my Mother will bite his head off.
Life is hell to me now. Am a burden and i am dirty now. If i don’t look for a working man to take me then am in deep black hole. How will i survive? Where will i stay and how wilm my life style be? The truth is thati can’t live like this anymore. Am tired and i want to disapear into thin air. Nobody loves me. I guess she lied years back when she said she loves me or maybe its because i was the only one? I wish she never had those two devils she calls them by her own darlings. I hate them, they took my everything and never care about me. They all used me. Mom how could you? How do you sleep and what does your heart say abouf me? I wish i could see but as for me , u hete you eternally and just so u know, i won’t be in your way again and i hope you enjoy your life as i leave for good. Believe me when i say ” you gonna miss me when am gone”.