The moment we found out mom was expecting you our world changed for the better, you were the only part we needed to fill the empty void. Seeing you develop into the perfect little human being brought the pieces which were needed to form the perfect world we so wanted to live in.
For a full nine months we felt your silly kicks which sometimes kept us awake. When we ate mom wanted more because you were still hungry, you loved food so much. You would even kick harder if you could. Our little foodie we knew you would be so perfect. Going to doctors appointments were our favorite because we could see you grow into a perfect little boy. At first you were so tiny on scans, which made us wonder if that could be a baby but with time your development started to prove you were a baby. Viewing you on scans made us love you so much, we even made so many preparations for you to enjoy you days/ years of being our tiny little baby.
The time finally came for you to see an unknown world, known by us but not by you. A world where you would meet so many people who will impact your life in so many ways. We awaited your arrival not knowing you were already dancing with the angles. You were born with no sign of life, no breathe or tear. We never expected things to end this way, we so wanted to hold your tiny little body a little longer and love you all our lives.
We simply just had to accept that you were gone, you were the part we so dearly needed. What breaks me to this day is the fact that mom so waited for you with every breath she had, just to say goodbye at the end.
Saying goodbye was the saddest word i ever had to say, but letting you go was the part i had to do.