Tears coursed down my face as they flowed to my chin, blood mixing with my tears to form a solution toxic to my body as I try to stop the tears yet they open wounds on my body.

Pain inflicted so great I lose myself in every single word, heart broken in pieces beyond recognition, tears used to mend the broken pieces yet I cannot find the start to finish.

Heart grounded by the hands of people I call family, I am chained to a wall of spikes piercing my spine as I cannot move but scream out for them to stop, yet they don’t, they beat my heart as I watch on hopelessly, these tears fall from my face cutting open my facade, the pain my heart feels, no one would ever understand the pain.

As the chains retract I drag myself to this ash that is left of my heart, praying over and over to God yet the tears slice my chest open, blood pouring out as I get weaker, dragging myself to what’s left of my heart.

My eyes close before I get there, the last words were “God forgive me for the sins I committed” yet I know deep down I wasn’t to blame for this attack, yet I spend my last moments to ask for forgiveness, many would call it insanity yet I kept my eyes focused on God till the final moment.

Pain and torment yet He is all I could think about meeting as He took my life, I pray forgiveness over my family and my soul.