Never underestimate the power of prayer. Nothing you have done or can do will keep you out of reach of the ears of our loving Lord. God can do anything; we simply need to ask in faith.
In life, you and I will make mistakes. God is not looking for perfection. He knows your heart and cares more about your intentions. When you ask, God will give you strength. Live in the present, and don’t keep looking over your shoulder to the past. He will guide you and empower you to make wiser choices and live in freedom and peace.