Families dying. Close friends diagnosed. Staying at home.

Worst feeling ever .
I finished matric in 2019 ,got into college in 2020 . Everything was running smooth up until the covid took place. My plans went backwards, my studies stopped, loss of hope , faith in God was less . Just two months after received a call stating that my grandfather passed away . Things got bad and worse , he was so close to me , I was him and he was me .

I really lost hope in everything , I questioned my existence here on earth “why am I still living?”. No one to answer me at that moment. Each day I woke up with out a purpose of living, I had no future. On the other hand I was aiming to finish my studies in time but it all froze. But then God works in miracles way I happened to open a tv program where one of the speaker spoke and said ” This situation will come to and end” those words brought change, brought a different perspective of seeing the situation. I started waking Up with a purpose,I registered to do online courses , I came to realise that people come and people go it’s just the way of life .

The change we come across are difficult but we have to look at them at a different angle , and see how best we can make the changes work in out advantages. The pandemic changes in the world affected us both positive and negative . We just have to expect the unexpected.