The most precious thing in my world right now. Finally I have found someone that is afraid to lose me just as I am of losing them. Someone that loves me with no doubts. Someone in whom I feel blessed to see smile. I was never prepared for you but you were my blessing in disguise. My daughter, I am sorry I gave birth to in a generation where our gender is not safe. A generation where males are our biggest enemies. A generation where I fear leaving you alone with your father or uncles, but I made a promise to you the day they handed you over to me that I would protect you for as long as I live. I pray the lord gives me strength to rip any male limb by limb for hurting you my dear angel. I now finally understand why I always had new clothes and why my mum didn’t. Why I had new shoes while hers were torn. My secret to you is that I am afraid of losing you. My Zahra.