Jessica a 22 year old girl who lived with her cruel Grandma ever since I came to stay with her my life has been miserable reason why I came to stay with her is because my mom died when l was 5 years old. l wanted love she never gave me all she will do is to beat me and accuse me for things that l didn’t commit. everyone knows that as a kid you have to go out and play with other kids as for my grandma she will never allow me to go and play with other kids. What was pissing me off was for her to eat nice food in front of me when l ask she will be like why don’t you go and wake your mother to give you food sometimes l will ask myself is she my grandma is she the mother that gave birth to my mother because if she was my biological grandma she wouldn’t treat me like she’s doing. Maybe am not a blessing to her am just a trash in her eyes am always in tears the person who suppose to protect me hurts me why cruel world why! life isn’t fair because we can’t stand for our own we can’t be independent we’ve got to listen to what they’re telling us as if they are controlling us, life isn’t fair because it takes away the people who we value people who should be protecting us from this cruel world,ilfe isn’t fair because sometimes we are forced to do what we don’t want to do knowing that what we want to do in our own time and space we can’t do. am tired of living like this, am tired of living like a slave l also want freedom l want to be just like other kids. Sometimes l just ask God why God don’t you take me because am not the one who belong to this planet earth l just wish to close my eyes permanently and end everything. if she was my biological grandma she was was going to make sure that am well protected and giving the love as my grandma the only thing am left with right now is a broken heart l don’t know how will fix my heart since is broken help me God to fix my heart because l can’t take it anymore Amen 🙏