I do not know who I am anymore I cannot explain myself even to myself how can I explain myself to anyone else I feel insecure about almost all the things all the time I feel everyone is against me even when they not I see, I feel…I see things even the good things the good people are in my eyes wrong I feel hurt for the people I say things to afterwards. I feel bad even when I know I am not wrong, I still apologise that is just who I am I do not know myself anymore or even people around me most of the time I feel like just taking my own life and because I am always or at least I feel like I’m always wrong and always feeling that way being, feeling this way makes me all wrong all the time. What is wrong with me can some one just tell me…help me just too be like a normal person at least. I need all the help I can get please because I’m not like normal people please tell me what’s wrong with me. I need that but I’m good in a way or at least I feel like I am good, but deep inside I am not I just don’t know who I am anymore or what has happened to me that I don’t remember, that is making me feel like just giving up because I hurt everyone around me, the people who loves me I break them down breaking each and everyone who actually cares for me, making them turn against me that is why I do not know who or what tipe of person hurts people who surrounds a person with love, caring and trying to help…why??? Why??? Do I do that how can a person that is been rejected by your own blood family still hurt those who cares more, than the other blood related I am hurt 🤣😹 you see I feel like laughing because I am all wrong, something inside which I cannot recall I am just not a normal person I am not the same person I use to be I am not Te-Tania whom my daddy raised me to be. I miss him why did he leave me? When he didn’t even totally prepare me fully to be just like him, the person he where I hate myself for not being the person I was suppose to be. I hurt inside dying inside feel like dying just so the people I hurt who cares the most, not even blood related so I feel like leaving everyone…anyone who cares so I don’t hurt anyone else anymore just be on my own…living, being aswell as finding myself…