I am writing this piece in the midnight, smiling alone like a retard. Remember? I told you that I have no hobbies, which is true . Is talking to and thinking someone a hobby? I can’t get enough of chatting with you but also the inner me , does not want to get disappointed. I think I’m falling deeper and deeper for you but the thing is I have never been in a relationship before . I am scared and I don’t know how to protect my feelings. I guess I am a love simp. I don’t want to sleep with tears every night , I don’t want to find out one day , I don’t want anything that will hurt my fragile heart. But I love you and it’s freaky.