The love she had for you was unconditional; there was nothing she would not do to make you happy, even if it meant compromising her happiness. 

Each day she fell deeper and deeper in love with you, as you were everything she needed and more. She felt safe, and loved like she was on top of the world. Only if she knew that the feeling wasn’t mutual on your side, she probably would have chosen better for herself. 

Audacity is what you had; as you came back to shower her with your fake love and being a naive girl. She fell for you all over again; this time, she gave it her all so that you wouldn’t leave her again, unfortunately for her, it was too late, you already had your eyes on someone else and left her again despite her efforts.

This time you didn’t only leave her with a broken heart, but you left her with insecurities, low self-esteem and depression. Every night she would cry to sleep, wondering where she had gone wrong? Wasn’t she enough for you? Where did she lack? Self-harm was her coping mechanism; she found comfort and relief in the razor.

Today she cannot love nor receive love; she’s a loner who runs away from any attachment because of the pain you inflicted on her. She denies it, but you can see right through her that she craves that true love. 

Her daily wish is to overcome her fears and give love yet another chance.