I used to think good, never been rude but now I’m doomed, I’m hurt.

They dragging me down, they want to see me fall I guess they had won. what happened to my neighbours? they are celebrating my downfall!.

What happened to my friends they wishing me bad, they want me dead is it because of my hardwork?I’m shuttered. I’m trying my best to improve my life but those who suppose to help me reach my goal they are the ones who are making loose hope.

I’m hurt, there’s so much hate everything hurt is it because I’m building a name for myself? why destroy me instead of pulling me up, instead of showing me the way it truly hurts.

I had lost hope there’s nothing to hold onto and it true I got nothing to loose. I’m just nobody trying to be someone but I can’t because my neighbours and freinds want me to suffer.

Well it hurts the little confidence I use to have it’s gone, I’m sure they are celebrating my downfall now there’s nothing to live for.

It’s hurts 💔.

written by Portia Ntuli.