I just wanna know is love supposed be like this? Is love supposed to hurt like this? Is love going back to him secretly and getting hurt again? Is love going through mood swings because he’s hot and cold, on and off? Is love knowing you deserve better but being unable to let him go? Is love being patient with him even when it’s visible he won’t change? Is love putting your ego first just so you don’t seem like you’re desperate? Is love listening to, “You’ll get over it” and hoping one day everything improves? Is love sticking around hoping he’ll start to see your value? Is love imagining scenarios of both of you, knowing very well its very different from reality? 

Please, help a sister out. I think I got this whole love thing wrong.