Honestly, I don’t know how I feel right now, but one thing that I’m sure of is that I love him no matter how much I try, I could never stop loving him. He is leaving next year to go to varsity, and I know he will meet new people.

And maybe forget about me, meet prettier girls, some would say that he will forget me but something in my heart tells me he won’t forget me, yes sure will leave but if we were destined to be together we would find our way back together. I still think about and every time my heart aches, it’s not like I will stop or anything ingase angahambi ahlale nam oko, but I know that’ll never happen, I want him to know that wherever he is, I will always love him.